I don't know if I'm a gym regular. I mean, I go there all the damn time and am usually there for at least two hours at the same time every day so I guess that makes me a regular, but I don't know if other people view me that way. The employees all recognize and know me and say hi and bye and all that, but I don't know if the people I consider regulars look at me as a regular.
It's weird. I don't know how to explain it. But I kind of want to be considered a regular and be someone who inspires other people to go all the time and work out because they see me there day in and day out busting my ass. There are a few people who I really look to that inspire me to keep going and as self-important as it may seem, I wish I could be that person for someone else.
But I'm not sure if that's just my self-esteem desperately seeking a boost or a genuine desire to help someone.
Hell, the regulars probably wish I'd stop coming already because fatties are only dragging them down.
How do you know you're not that "regular" for someone?? You should be proud enough of and know that the same people you see all the time are seeing you. Just keep it up :)
ReplyDeleteI don't KNOW that I'm not, but why would they look at me rather than someone better?
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